Iscariot: A Novel of Judas

Iscariot by Tosca Lee

Iscariot is a fictional account of events that led to Judas Iscariot’s notorious betrayal of Jesus and his subsequent suicide. I chose the book because I was curious to learn what the author had to say about a famous figure of history whose personal story is nevertheless scanty and wide open to speculation.

The story is told in first-person narrative, so it is easy to slip into the skin of Judas the child, the ambitious youth, the love-starved disciple, and ultimately the catalytic figure who made possible the arrest and trial of Jesus the Nazarene. Author Tosca Lee gifts the reader with rich details of the times and artfully emphasizes political and religious issues to support her fictional suppositions that explain Judas’s mindset and intentions. Overall, the narrative is sympathetic toward Judas, presenting him as a pious first-century Jew who suffered Roman persecution as a child and, like most Jews, was constantly on the lookout for God’s messiah. Ever suffering from life events that left him feeling ritually and spiritually unclean, Judas followed Jesus in confusion and double-minded devotion, never sure if his master was the promised messiah who would liberate his oppressed people or a madman who wielded divine power in unpredictable and dangerous ways. The story would have you believe that Judas betrayed Jesus because he loved him and believed he could help him as no one else could.

Author, Tosca Lee

I am grateful for this book, not only for its interesting descriptions of life in Jesus’ time but also because it forced me to take a closer look at the relationship between Jesus and his disciples and imagine for myself what could have driven Judas to act as he did. Unexpected was a penetrating view of Jesus as Judas might have seen him. Most disturbing to me was the story’s portrayal of Jesus as a depressive character, whose ministry progressively wasted him physically and spiritually, prompting Judas to “save” him through his bargaining with the Sanhedrin. Nevertheless, I value the story for its fresh perspective and invitation to reevaluate my opinions about Judas and his role in the ministry and passion of Jesus.

Psalm 7: When Lions Pursue Me

A meditation on forgiveness inspired by Psalm 7.

Save me from my enemies, Lord!

My foes chase me like hungry lions,

eager to shred my flesh and devour me.

 

You are my refuge, Almighty One.

Give me justice because of my righteousness.

For if I am guilty of wicked deeds—

if I have injured the innocent

or lied to my friends

or stolen from the weak—

then my enemies would be right to buckle my knees and bring me down,

to spill my blood and smear my reputation

until I am a foul smell in my community.

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Jealousy: Hateful or Helpful?

Scripture

Exodus 34:14 (NLT)

“You must worship no other gods, for the LORD, whose very name is Jealous, is a God who is jealous about his relationship with you.”

Consider

Jealousy carries a negative connotation. We blame the “green-eyed monster” for inciting quarrels and sabotaging relationships. We lose our peace to compulsive ruminations, and a friend may become our enemy overnight. Jealousy robs us of dignity and can drive away the people we love most.

It may come as a shock, then, to discover that jealousy is an important attribute of God.

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Psalm 6: Miserable Without God

A meditation on forgiveness inspired by Psalm 6.

O Lord, I cannot bear this separation from you.

Discipline me, yes, but not while you are angry.

Correct me because you love me;

redirect my footsteps on the path of your perfect will.

 

My lonely heart searches but cannot find you.

Guilt and shame have settled into my bones,

aching and restless.

Show me your compassion because I am frail

and helpless without you.

Soothe my body, which groans in despair,

and my heart, which yearns for your friendship.

Comfort me with the sound of your voice

calling me by my name once again.

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Resolutions That Stick

Scripture

Ephesians 4:22-24 (NLT)

Throw off your old sinful nature and your former way of life, which is corrupted by lust and deception. Instead, let the Spirit renew your thoughts and attitudes. Put on your new nature, created to be like God—truly righteous and holy.

Consider

“Headaches are like resolutions. You forget them as soon as they stop hurting.” This quote from the movie Psycho (1960) gives us a clue as to why our New Year’s resolutions tend to give out before the winter snow melts.

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